MY BLOG: An Adoptees Story



    I wrote this today about Mothers day for me.

  • My Long-Lost Family Part Three

    My Long-Lost Family Part Three

    Adoptee’s Dream  As an adoptee you do dream that one day you will find your family, on special occasions you tend to think about them. Around the time of my birthday, I have always felt sad, angry and I really do not enjoy the day at all. For me it was the day I was […]



    This is part 2 of the journey to find my birth family which at this point was raising more and more questions.

  • My Long Lost Family: Part One

    My Long Lost Family: Part One

    This post is the first instalment about my experience and journey searching for my birth family. I have watched the tv show ‘Long Lost Families,’ stories about adoptee’s seeking and finding birth parents or family members. We see the search and then they meet their family member, which is a happy, emotional event but what […]

  • Foster Kid

    [TW// Mentions child abuse] Taken from a mother, they deemed unfit Up for adoption now a child of the state Meant to be protected, given a safe home In her best interests, did they really care Parents chosen, vetted, green light given Fate sealed, she’s a foster daughter now Predators and prey, lamb to the […]

  • Reclaiming Little Mermaid

    Reclaiming Little Mermaid

    *WARNING: Sensitive Post. CSA Trigger Warning!!* I am writing this not only to share Susan’s story, but that of others with similar narratives. Two People stole something from me that I loved, turning it into trauma and fear. It is not an easy read, as it was hard to write. Yet I hope it shows […]

  • Therapy Part One

    Therapy Part One

    There comes a point when seeking help is the best thing you can do for yourself when you’re experiencing poor mental health and unresolved issues. No, it is not a quick fix but could be the beginning of a healing journey.

  • When The Time Comes…

    When The Time Comes…

    That time came on the 8th January 2019, the day my world fell apart, at an appointment with a social worker.

  • Foster Kid Part Two

    Foster Kid Part Two

    ]Trigger Warning// Child abuse] So called foster mother, why didn’t you care. Why not protect her? Keep her safe from harm Was it that she wasn’t yours, shared no blood? There was no bond, no love for that little girl You left her with him. She cried, she begged Not to stay home, knowing what […]

  • Hello Old Friend

    Hello Old Friend

    Hello old friend, it’s been a while As I stir, your presence I sensed Eyes flicker open to a new day I feel you, nestled in your spot Deep sadness laced with fear Air around me yet I can’t breathe Blackness all consuming, suffocating Stealing happiness, dimming the light Like a drug coursing through me […]